A Character Change

Had a very frank conversation with Jiao yesterday that lead me to an emotional fluctuation. Didn't realize that my character is a tripping stone, a barrier, a hinderance in my growth. Being sort of a well-protected and complacent since I was an adolescence till young adult, it have crave me into who I am now. It really makes me wonder, didn't I have plan enough? should I leave my comfort zone? why am I easily being affected by my surrounding? is being happy-go-lucky a mistake??

I guess human need to grow in every stage of life and it is a must to GROW and LEARN, be it happy or sad, good times or bad times. 

God had once again, shaken my thoughts. 

Awaiting to see a brand new Sherry...

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Lazy...again...

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Lazy bug stuck on me again... There are quite a number of event that happened for the past few months - Taiwan trip, Wendy's wedding, SEG corporate dinner, Pris and yi's birthday dinner etc . Anyway, should anyone be interested to know what's going on during the event, view my facebook for details ;)

Hmm...Im one leg stepping into 1/4 century of age. Dear lord, what will be my next path?

I hereby, wish Sherry a lovely happy B day and a smooth sailing road in her life. May god be part of her life in every little things that crosses her path.

Cheers ^^

Chill up time

Its end of May soon... Will be starting the next half of the year le... 

So... what have I achieved? *Sigh*

Anyway, I am quite surprised that I have more than 3 entry for this month! 

1. I guess cause I know there is reader? 

2. My life becoming more interesting? 

3. I am no longer a lazy bug??

4. I have too much free time to blog?

Whatever the case is, I am starting to get the hang of blogging =)

Met up with Denise last Friday for a chill up session after prayer meeting. She was so amazed by what my samsung phone could do that we spent our whole chill up session taking pictures in all sort of angles, expression and layout!

I shall let the photos describes our flaky moments ^^

The tall vs Short. Guess which is mine?

Our beef steak burger *Yummy*

Add on to its savory look !

Me and Dennis ^^

The right way to taste a  good old latte!

Yum yum^^

"The woman with great dreams" - photographed by Ms Sherry

Trying to act cute and blur@@

Shots of our life story... 1, 2, 3, 4...

Moments of Xi Nu Ai Le

Happy ladies!

Last photo of the day and home sweet home =)

Cheers ^8^ ^8^ ^8^

Overnight Cycling Event

Went for an amazing night cycling event on 15 May 09. It was a tiring yet fun time.

We reached around 9pm for registration, pick our bike and started our journey at 10.10pm. Total there are around 70 odd people joined the event! Tried changing my bike twice but still end up having the squeaky hand break. 

I was a little shocked when I got hold of our route trip map:

Sun Plaza Park (Tampines) -> Changi Village -> East Coast Park -> Marina Baarage -> Sun Plaza Park.

It was really my limit, at a certain point, I really felt that I don have anymore energy to continue. However, guess what had motivated me to push myself - Suave cyclist? Good Food? Nea, it's seeing one of the organizer's shirt printout "Breaking the limit". Whenever I see those word its suddenly gave me a boaster of energy to continue till the very end. Amazing how words can turn into wonder! 

One of our cycling kaki fall and injured herself when we were on our way to the second pit stop (East Coast Park) but still she determine to continue till Marine Baarage (even though the event medic  asked her to rest and call it a day). I'm  impress with her determination. 

In the midst of the journey to our 3rd stop point, never would I expect that we got to cycle on Nicole highway =P (I know its illegal but who cares at 3am!)  You could really take your time to appreciate the scenery of our Singapore central business district. I could see the flyer from a miniature figuring to directly beneath me. Regret that I didn't bring my camera out!

To me honest, my weakest point thru the journey was the HUGE Kembagan slope. I really start  "chionging" quite a distance with every ounce of energy that I could generate but end up still stuck at in the middle of the hill =( Got to get down and push me bike up. BUT what frustrate me most was, there was this girl who is fatter - okie bigger size than me could cycle all the way up the slope. I bet she is laughing at me LOL. 

Exactly 6am we reached back to our starting point and I am so glad that I have completed =) (With pain butts and thigh)

After which, me, pris and Jia hao went to have a good Mac breakfast and Jia hao send us back to end our more than 24hrs sleepless day.  

I will definitely go for such event again!!

Starting of our journey...

 

See the no. of cyclist behind me

Dislike the safely helmet =(

The gal who got injured yet had strong determination!

Pris's schoolmate who completed the track too!

Pris and the unsafely JH^^

End our day with great achievement =)

Cheers ^O^ ^O^ ^O^

Sentimental feeling in songs..

Pretty bored in the office today after clearing the load of work that was piled during my exam leave. 

Therefore, decided to surf U tube for songs. Came across two songs of 罗志祥 -  搞笑 and 小丑鱼, love the melody of the song (especially 搞笑). Each of the song somehow illustrate my feeling for the two guys who had once came into my life. 

There will always be a song that tells my story and describes my feeling.

So... which song is telling your story right now?

Cheers =P=P=P

End of my 4th Semester...

Exam is finally over!!!

Should I count myself lucky or unlucky? 

Lucky - My GM (global marketing) scored 43.7/50 for our project! - direct HD!

Super unlucky - With my short-term brain compartment, the CLEVER me decided to chose topics to study (16 chapters are damn lotsa of information). And the one chapter that I din studied CAME OUT! (12 out of 50 marks). 

ARGH!!!!! I need to pass this exam......

PLS.... got to pass this GM paper. God! I really need your help!

Haiz... Cross finger and pray everyday =P

Alright. Enough of the negative side. Its time to give my tributes and thankfulness. Here I am, would like to list out the people who cross my path and show kindness.

Have been camping at my grandparent's place to study for the past few days (I am sooooo lucky to have them staying near me). It have been a blessing to have them my maternal grandparents who keep the bonding of the family tree together. 

1. Grandpa - Knowing that the extended room could become a sauna when night falls, he repaired a small fan for me to keep me in a cooling mind - The Greatest Grandpa

2. Grandma - Sweetest of all! Thot she could be pretty (or should I say very - same as my mum =P) naggy in times but she never fail to exhibit her motherly instinct. 

Ginseng tea to brace me up , cookies and tea for brunch and nutritious soup for dinner (Where to find such study corner!)

My friends...

3. Mr Panda Goh - Came down all the way from home to Ngee Ann to guide me with my price & market module(although I somehow did bribe him down =p) and accompany me to study till 10 plus - Thanks so much for the effort!!

4. Mr Chiam JH (whom I always mistakenly call him Mr Chim) - He had been a pretty good study kaki, talk cock kaki and makan kaki for the past 2-3 weeks of mugging period. Picking me and sending me back home safely at the end of the day - I really appreciate =) Thank Q!

5. Gal Gal Cat - Thot she's always at the tip of being " mang" but nevertheless she will find time to check on me and have meals together  =) -  Galfriends 4ever!

(*Applause and Bow)

Cheers,

=O=O=O

Detest...

A sudden urge of sighing and rattling...

Detest being a grown up 

Detest being the eldest 

Detest not being independent enough 

Detest not being rich 

Detest not being smart 

Detest making decision 

Detest Detest Detest

Being carefree and unmindful has been flowing in my blood for the past 24 years. Right now, every steps I have to give tedious  consideration before making decision and its not just a decision that like going overseas or studying or even a short-term commitment of just 3-4 year but its a long term commitment and decision that definitely have an concurrent impact and might affect my future decision.

To be honest, I really hate to make decisions! Although my starsign "Leo" is a decision maker, a leader but I'm totally lack of that caliber. 

Could anyone answer me the 5W and 1H qns?

 

I need positive ions and news badly!!! 

X0X0X0

Ps: I need to give attribute and thankfulness to Rox (my church bestie friend) who really show the good side of humanity, reaching and stretch out thoughtful hands w/o second thoughts. Thanks anyway, I appreciated ^^

I believe "He" is good and have my path crave for me =) 

Disappointment...

Bad and Sad day!

Just heard from my agent that the house that we wanted (I even start imaging where my bed should place and which room are we taking) had been SOLD!!

Super sad super demoralize, my head felt really damn heavy. Its the first time in my life I felt the burden on my shoulder is too much for me to bear... Having to think about the flat's Evaluation price = how much monthly installment can my CPF sustain  and COV (cash over value) = how much those damn owner wants to mark up their price (even when their flat looks like a wrack!). Going through viewing of flatssss, analyzing the location, the E.price, COV and disappointment on unit that just cant fill our criteria just keep pouring on me.... Having the pressure on moving out to prevent anymore conflict between my aunt and US really wears me out...

Never want to face the music with family burden had ended... Raining days have come and will be dreading on. I knew this will be coming but I guess bits of unpleased news could just perturb my emotions gland. 

God, please lead us out of this crisis and outshone with rainbows!!

KK. Have to start digging my notes and books! Sherry buck up, you have an exam coming, start MUGGING pls!

Right now my motivation is found the right flat and TAIWAN trip! ... taiwan trip! taiwan trip! 

*Watching 17 again with my siblings later to distress , hope it will be good ^^

Cheers OXOXOX

My relationship theory

Another month have past...

Having said that LOVE is really the most unfathomable theory in the universal. Recently, having surrounded by friends encountering break ups and being in loved. Gal friend of mine who have been constantly in love with this guy and at last got reciprocated with what she deserved. Yet another gal friend who was devoted to her bf but yet he did stuff that hurts her badly. Got to know another guy in school who loved his gf a lot yet initiate a break down due to individual's life expectation.

There seems to be no rules in a relationship. You might find this loving couple that seems indispensable today but realize their change of status to 'single" the very next day. All human have flaws, understand the 5 love language is essential, to express our love and to understand others - Words of affirmation, quality time, gifts, act of service and physical touch.

To me, Act of service and quality time is pretty important. I could feel loved when someone offer a service to me, be it a small one (perhaps just purely lip service) or hefty amount of help. On top of that, quality time is something that have to be run concurrently. Meaningful and enjoyable time spend with my loved one and friends is what I look forward most. Even just a cup of coffee over gossip or confession or a great gathering or crazy partly, you would find me pretty 'endu'!

Sorry for the longwinded sherry's theory but I believe you should know me slightly better by now =)

*Side track: Super looking forward to the other half of the year!! (I know its only the end of Feb but I just have this sudden excitement!) --- Revision of my pay in September, the final semester of my studies, a break away trip (crossing finger) , hopefully more commissions for september and last but no least - The starting year of 2010 to snowee SWITZERLAND!

XOXOX

*Wink*

Happy Chinese New Year !!!!

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

Merry Christmas! Happy new year 2009 and Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Its blogging time after 4 months =) I guess, currently my_aurora becomes a forlorn blog that no one bothers to look at it.

Hmm... I am fine with it. Perhaps, I could write a more in-depth and Emo thoughts of mine. ^.*
Earlier in the day, thoughts of "Boi" (a name which I thot it was forsaken) comes back. What has he been doing? Still with that xiao mei mei? Thoughts of him grew much deeper when the cab pass by Kovan on my way back home after our marketing dinner at East Coast yesterday.

The cab stopped right beside the "spot" where we last seen each other as a couple, scenes starts to flash back to the 08 August 2007. Melancholy mood was with me for a while till this morning only, I guess, afterall "time" has been the key to lighten the scar but it will definitely be a scar that live on in me...

Did a friendster browsing and indeed they are still together. No comment on them. I just wish that God would continuously shower his love on me with true friends, harmony and blessed family and "the one" to be appearing soon who will honor him as well.

Have some backdated pics to upload and events to blog so stay tune!