Detest...

A sudden urge of sighing and rattling...

Detest being a grown up 

Detest being the eldest 

Detest not being independent enough 

Detest not being rich 

Detest not being smart 

Detest making decision 

Detest Detest Detest

Being carefree and unmindful has been flowing in my blood for the past 24 years. Right now, every steps I have to give tedious  consideration before making decision and its not just a decision that like going overseas or studying or even a short-term commitment of just 3-4 year but its a long term commitment and decision that definitely have an concurrent impact and might affect my future decision.

To be honest, I really hate to make decisions! Although my starsign "Leo" is a decision maker, a leader but I'm totally lack of that caliber. 

Could anyone answer me the 5W and 1H qns?

 

I need positive ions and news badly!!! 

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Ps: I need to give attribute and thankfulness to Rox (my church bestie friend) who really show the good side of humanity, reaching and stretch out thoughtful hands w/o second thoughts. Thanks anyway, I appreciated ^^

I believe "He" is good and have my path crave for me =)